so,as per my earlier bloggies, to combat my body aches, i charged into the pool with the aim of completing 40 laps, however due time constraint, i managed only 30. haha. never mind, NEXT TIME. terribly pissed with my internet connection. URGH!! its laaaaging. basket. jus when im online with murruku boy!! now, hez disappeared!! thanks to my stUUUUUUpid msn which keeps dc/ing. I'm not romantically inclined to him. not anymore, i think. but, i wanna talk to him.
why? maybe cus he msgd me during the wknds n i dint reply him back or maybe cus hez interesting, and maybe cus i used to find him attractive once upon a time, when dinosaurs freely roamed the earth. morever, hez lameness kinda makes me laugh. cuz its lame, but its sweet and its kinda cute when he calls me "madam" when he wants to do smthng for me or amusing when he knows hez done smthng stupid and tries to redeem himself. Like making murrukku for me and driving by to drop it off. haha. point is.."i celebrate diwali at home, so ive tins of murruku ard".He denies getting my number from naidu which i'm not convinced abt. If hez honest abt it, im kinda glad cus naidu wld hav poisoned his mind abt me and he wldnt be msging me "goodnite to the sweetest gurl i know..." But then, who else? On the other hand, hez capable of lying to me abt it. Checking his past records in my brain files, i recall the time when he told me he was in basketball and i came to know that he, in actual fact, was in choir. haha. To top it off, hes extremely intelligent, and im drawn to smart guys. he gave me quite an interesting perspective on art n philo module which surprised me. AS to why dance, sports and even hooliganism is considered art by the western culture, or more accurately, the absence of culture.
Somehow, I realize that men who are intelligent, do not score academically. but, ive good faith that these guys wld def make it in life,perhaps through unconventional means. But i figured, when someone is intelligent, ure impressed with them, and when ure impressed, u grow to respect them, respect leads to faith which leads to trust. and when u trust someone, u begin to love them cus u feel safe in their presence. Which leads us to the very principle that every woman, no matter how independent she considers herself to be, seeks protection, warmth and love from her partner.
Intelligence somehow reminds me of my brother and subsequently donn, cus they're alike in many aspects. for instance, ive been going on and on and on abt the jess alba advert for tiger beer. all this while, i had managed to fabricate a counter-argument for everyone's view. somehow, a one liner from my brother jus shut me up. interesting. hmm.
okies. i shall quit crapping. my gastric is coming on and off and there's still so much left to mug. i might burst into tears anytime soon:(
may the lord have mercy *listen to "my style" by bep.
and so her story is told@ 11:33 PM
